I was sick in these two days, got flu due to sudden change of weather. Normally, I just take sick leave, but if I take sick leave, I cannot finish the work on time and my team will f**k with the client, so I continue to work until to finish off... One team member asked to me do urgent stuff. I told her that I was sick, but she keep begging me, so as a responsible person, I work for her..
Oh God, how come I become so responsible. In the past, I just ignore it, probably I just changed myself without even notice it..
Speaking to my colleage, he told me that his sister is getting married, and he has to work in weekend, and he cannot finish work before certain day, the company may get sued...
My mind was so blank and dizzy, and I forgot to bring my mobile phone from office to home, forgot to bring umbrella before I left, cannot concentrate when talking to client............this is clearly an indication of body of requesting more rest
but every job is the same, especially with accountant, if you are sick, your desk will pile up..........
I have learned another lesson, people are so kind to me when I am sick, especially in the office, and my friends as well... On Buddhist monk said "it is good that you are sick, then you will learn how people take care of you"
Friday, 18 January 2008
皮蛋瘦肉粥
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I vow to learn this
煮粥用料：瘦肉1块（猪腱肉最好），皮蛋2个（无铅皮蛋，一则健康些，二则石灰味没那么大），姜1块，水足量，油盐适量
要煮出一锅绵香好味的皮蛋咸瘦肉粥，要诀如下：
1，挑米：煮粥用的米最好用东北大米，就是圆圆短短的珍珠米，煮出的粥特别绵软；
2，煮粥的米要预先腌：约半碗米淘洗干净后，要用2汤匙的油、1个半茶匙的盐和少许水（2茶匙）拌匀，腌至少半小时，放心，虽然用了很多油，但是油会在煮粥的过程中挥发，令米绵烂，所以并不油腻的；
3，煮粥的肉要先用沸水煮煮去腥，或腌成咸肉：煮粥用瘦肉或腌的咸瘦肉，不必太考究是猪的哪一块肉，总之要保持一整块肉块不要切开（我一般用大约巴掌大，1－2厘米厚一块猪肉，如果条件许可，用猪腱肉更好味）。如果用瘦肉煮粥，那么要先用沸水把瘦肉略略煮煮，然后洗净；如果喜欢用腌的咸猪肉煮粥，那么要提前一天腌咸猪肉，方法如下：猪肉一块，冲洗干净，抹干，撒2－3茶匙盐，均匀涂抹在肉上，放冰箱下格（就是不会冻成冰的保鲜格）腌12小时或更长时间才可以入味；
4，煮粥的水要充分沸腾才下材料：大汤锅中放很多水，煮沸，才放材料。先下肉块、姜片，火不要关小，肉块到了沸水中，外面的部分遇热而熟硬，封住了里面的肉汁，这样肉煮了粥后也不难吃，然后待水再次沸腾时下腌好的米和一个切碎的皮蛋，而这第一个皮蛋切碎下粥与米同煮，皮蛋会融化，融入粥的味道中。
5，先大火，后小火，火候要足：水沸了，下了材料后，先大火煮20分钟，然后再转小火煮1个半小时，火候足，粥就绵软入味而且容易消化；
6，粥的质感处理：在转小火煮了1个半小时后，把第二个皮蛋也切碎，同时把煮在粥中的瘦肉捞出来，用筷子扒拉，撕成丝丝状，跟第二个皮蛋一起放回粥中，同煮最后半小时，然后关火。第二个皮蛋在关火前半小时加入粥中，半小时可将第二个皮蛋煮得既没石灰味，同时又变软滑，吃粥时也能吃到有皮蛋，而肉因为是水沸时下的，还保持了一定鲜味，撕成丝后放回粥中，特别好吃。
这样煮出来的粥不必下盐，好味，而且下火，容易消化。如果粥有点粘底，请千万不要用勺子扒拉锅底的粘皮，要不粥会有糊味，我们通常会放一个轻的小调羹在锅底与粥同煮，水沸腾过程中，小调羹也被带动，可以防止粥煮粘底。
I vow to learn this
煮粥用料：瘦肉1块（猪腱肉最好），皮蛋2个（无铅皮蛋，一则健康些，二则石灰味没那么大），姜1块，水足量，油盐适量
要煮出一锅绵香好味的皮蛋咸瘦肉粥，要诀如下：
1，挑米：煮粥用的米最好用东北大米，就是圆圆短短的珍珠米，煮出的粥特别绵软；
2，煮粥的米要预先腌：约半碗米淘洗干净后，要用2汤匙的油、1个半茶匙的盐和少许水（2茶匙）拌匀，腌至少半小时，放心，虽然用了很多油，但是油会在煮粥的过程中挥发，令米绵烂，所以并不油腻的；
3，煮粥的肉要先用沸水煮煮去腥，或腌成咸肉：煮粥用瘦肉或腌的咸瘦肉，不必太考究是猪的哪一块肉，总之要保持一整块肉块不要切开（我一般用大约巴掌大，1－2厘米厚一块猪肉，如果条件许可，用猪腱肉更好味）。如果用瘦肉煮粥，那么要先用沸水把瘦肉略略煮煮，然后洗净；如果喜欢用腌的咸猪肉煮粥，那么要提前一天腌咸猪肉，方法如下：猪肉一块，冲洗干净，抹干，撒2－3茶匙盐，均匀涂抹在肉上，放冰箱下格（就是不会冻成冰的保鲜格）腌12小时或更长时间才可以入味；
4，煮粥的水要充分沸腾才下材料：大汤锅中放很多水，煮沸，才放材料。先下肉块、姜片，火不要关小，肉块到了沸水中，外面的部分遇热而熟硬，封住了里面的肉汁，这样肉煮了粥后也不难吃，然后待水再次沸腾时下腌好的米和一个切碎的皮蛋，而这第一个皮蛋切碎下粥与米同煮，皮蛋会融化，融入粥的味道中。
5，先大火，后小火，火候要足：水沸了，下了材料后，先大火煮20分钟，然后再转小火煮1个半小时，火候足，粥就绵软入味而且容易消化；
6，粥的质感处理：在转小火煮了1个半小时后，把第二个皮蛋也切碎，同时把煮在粥中的瘦肉捞出来，用筷子扒拉，撕成丝丝状，跟第二个皮蛋一起放回粥中，同煮最后半小时，然后关火。第二个皮蛋在关火前半小时加入粥中，半小时可将第二个皮蛋煮得既没石灰味，同时又变软滑，吃粥时也能吃到有皮蛋，而肉因为是水沸时下的，还保持了一定鲜味，撕成丝后放回粥中，特别好吃。
这样煮出来的粥不必下盐，好味，而且下火，容易消化。如果粥有点粘底，请千万不要用勺子扒拉锅底的粘皮，要不粥会有糊味，我们通常会放一个轻的小调羹在锅底与粥同煮，水沸腾过程中，小调羹也被带动，可以防止粥煮粘底。
Sunday, 13 January 2008
What is your personality
Someone asks me about the personality thing on one day.
The sample test is Here
This sample test is far from accurate because the full test will take a long time to complete, but it is a good reflection to look upon yourself.
I have learned this thing since I was 19 and I have been really into it. I were unhappy for some reasons when I was 19 and I realised because my ego is not relating to the world properly. I can give you some insights of some personality types. These insights are not copied from anywhere else, it is my own words. Try to find out which out matches you most. There are 9 types of basic personalities, 27 variants. IF you need reference, please click the link at the bottom
Type 4 THE INDIVIDUALIST
- Some people has put themselves in too much imaginations , they try to create their own world. These people, when they are calm and stable, they are very creative and artistics, however, when they have stress or problems, they try to put their imaginations into destructive behavior. For example, in a bad relationship, they will have a lot imagination of how the relationship should be, but the imagainations are not practical and reasonable at all.
Type 2 Helper
- Some people is defending their fear of lonliness and by helping other people (i am this type), their ego can be calmed down by the people they wanna help. (type 2). They try to seek values by going outside instead of seeking inside. When they are calm, they are really helpful and fulfil the unconditional love. When they are stressed, they will ask for return when they help.
Type 8 Challenger
- Some people like to control the others (type 8), I am not familiarse with this type, but these people can be described as bossy sometimes.
Type 9 Peacemaker
- Some people like to stay away from the world (type 9), pissing people off because they are too "peaceful" and ignoring things. Good things are they always stay calm, but on the bad side is that they sometimes ignore the world too much, and give a people of "not going forward" feeling
Type 3 The Archiever
- Some people like to show off their fame (like the whole United States), this is type 3. No need to say, I think everybody understands what USA is behaved, trying to polish their "brand", but deep inside is really shit..but when these people are healthy, they are very productive and pragmatic
Type 1 THE REFORMER
- Some people is rigid about right and wrong and emphasis on standard and procedure (type 1), however, they try to find a decent standard and assume that the standard is correct. Good things are that they are productive and realiable because they follow the procedure. Bad side is that they have problems in accepting the other "non-standard" procedures even though the "non standard procedures" are the best solution.
Type 7 Entertainer
- Some people cannot stay away from excitment, getting bored easily, always find something to do (type 7), in chinese, we called it "3 minute heat up", new things never pass 3 minutes. Commitment is always a problem because their commitment is based on their level of excitment. If their commitment cannot give them excitment anymore, they will just ignore the commitment. (my flamate is this type as well). When they are calm, they give people a "joyful feeling"
Type 6 Loyer
- Some people defend themselves too much, asking for their own space, and they spend enegy in finding themselves what is stable and safe. (type 6). They are loyal to the place or person that can give them a secure environment. They have a very clear line definding what is enemy and friend. They have a fear of other people "invading their territory" (my flamate also is heavy on this type). When these people are calm, they can show their leadership power and always emphasise trust worthly relationship. They will not betray people easily that are close friends... They value people that they trust.
Type 5 Investigator
- Some people is very analytical, type 5. It can be described as problem solver. I am not familiar with this type as well..
Finding out one's personality is a very difficult task. The personality is inherent from birth. The core ego and fear will remain there. However, education, childhood and all other factors after birth can give a transformation to the personality. In order to find out one's personality, I have to distinguish what actions are inherent, and what actions are not. I have to observe how they handle themselves, relationship, friends, family and career. A person keep ignoring things does not mean they are type 9... By observing how they handle their stuff, then you can find out their basic fear that is deep inside in themselves, especially when they are anxious. Anxiety will directly tell the basic fear in most cases..As such, a personality can be determined... I also have to distinguish which one is their "Main" personality. One person always exhibit 9 persaonlities all the time, but sometimes the main personality is "masked" because of education, society and parents. These factors can transform the basic personality so much that it is very hard to determine..These people may have higher awareness of their action in their life.
I have already found out several of my close friends' personality. I can definitely tell you that I "handle" them very different..
Awareness of oneself is a key factor here. Even for me, I am not good in awareness
Reference is HERE
The sample test is Here
This sample test is far from accurate because the full test will take a long time to complete, but it is a good reflection to look upon yourself.
I have learned this thing since I was 19 and I have been really into it. I were unhappy for some reasons when I was 19 and I realised because my ego is not relating to the world properly. I can give you some insights of some personality types. These insights are not copied from anywhere else, it is my own words. Try to find out which out matches you most. There are 9 types of basic personalities, 27 variants. IF you need reference, please click the link at the bottom
Type 4 THE INDIVIDUALIST
- Some people has put themselves in too much imaginations , they try to create their own world. These people, when they are calm and stable, they are very creative and artistics, however, when they have stress or problems, they try to put their imaginations into destructive behavior. For example, in a bad relationship, they will have a lot imagination of how the relationship should be, but the imagainations are not practical and reasonable at all.
Type 2 Helper
- Some people is defending their fear of lonliness and by helping other people (i am this type), their ego can be calmed down by the people they wanna help. (type 2). They try to seek values by going outside instead of seeking inside. When they are calm, they are really helpful and fulfil the unconditional love. When they are stressed, they will ask for return when they help.
Type 8 Challenger
- Some people like to control the others (type 8), I am not familiarse with this type, but these people can be described as bossy sometimes.
Type 9 Peacemaker
- Some people like to stay away from the world (type 9), pissing people off because they are too "peaceful" and ignoring things. Good things are they always stay calm, but on the bad side is that they sometimes ignore the world too much, and give a people of "not going forward" feeling
Type 3 The Archiever
- Some people like to show off their fame (like the whole United States), this is type 3. No need to say, I think everybody understands what USA is behaved, trying to polish their "brand", but deep inside is really shit..but when these people are healthy, they are very productive and pragmatic
Type 1 THE REFORMER
- Some people is rigid about right and wrong and emphasis on standard and procedure (type 1), however, they try to find a decent standard and assume that the standard is correct. Good things are that they are productive and realiable because they follow the procedure. Bad side is that they have problems in accepting the other "non-standard" procedures even though the "non standard procedures" are the best solution.
Type 7 Entertainer
- Some people cannot stay away from excitment, getting bored easily, always find something to do (type 7), in chinese, we called it "3 minute heat up", new things never pass 3 minutes. Commitment is always a problem because their commitment is based on their level of excitment. If their commitment cannot give them excitment anymore, they will just ignore the commitment. (my flamate is this type as well). When they are calm, they give people a "joyful feeling"
Type 6 Loyer
- Some people defend themselves too much, asking for their own space, and they spend enegy in finding themselves what is stable and safe. (type 6). They are loyal to the place or person that can give them a secure environment. They have a very clear line definding what is enemy and friend. They have a fear of other people "invading their territory" (my flamate also is heavy on this type). When these people are calm, they can show their leadership power and always emphasise trust worthly relationship. They will not betray people easily that are close friends... They value people that they trust.
Type 5 Investigator
- Some people is very analytical, type 5. It can be described as problem solver. I am not familiar with this type as well..
Finding out one's personality is a very difficult task. The personality is inherent from birth. The core ego and fear will remain there. However, education, childhood and all other factors after birth can give a transformation to the personality. In order to find out one's personality, I have to distinguish what actions are inherent, and what actions are not. I have to observe how they handle themselves, relationship, friends, family and career. A person keep ignoring things does not mean they are type 9... By observing how they handle their stuff, then you can find out their basic fear that is deep inside in themselves, especially when they are anxious. Anxiety will directly tell the basic fear in most cases..As such, a personality can be determined... I also have to distinguish which one is their "Main" personality. One person always exhibit 9 persaonlities all the time, but sometimes the main personality is "masked" because of education, society and parents. These factors can transform the basic personality so much that it is very hard to determine..These people may have higher awareness of their action in their life.
I have already found out several of my close friends' personality. I can definitely tell you that I "handle" them very different..
Awareness of oneself is a key factor here. Even for me, I am not good in awareness
Reference is HERE
Friday, 11 January 2008
Life back to Normal
After a tense relationship between my flatmate and me, she finally spoke up and we solved a lot of misunderstanding.
This is a valuable lesson for me and her. We both got mistakes and we are both right and we are both wrong.
This also teaches me how she works.. For those who don't know enneagram, it is a very accurate personality guidelines, it helps me a lot, transforming my personality so that I can deal with people easily. It corrects my altitute of how to relate myself to this world
After a long observation, she should belong to
Type Seven 7 - Level 5
I belong to Type 2 - Level 5
I am aware of my weakness, but sometimes just out of control, especially dealing with her (Type 7) person. I now understand how type 7 deals with stress.. It is a very valuable lesson for me.
Anyway, I am not interested in blaming who is right and who is wrong, I am more interested in learn a lesson from the past.. One of my new year resolution is to completely change myself so that people will start to admire me.. This is my commitment, I have already shown this altitute in my job. A complete refreshed Ben
I have finally achieved my new year resolution tonight, I can eat the food she cooked. 100 times thank you
I will go back to Hk this easter and stay in Japan for one week.
Here I want you to listen this song as a present
This is a valuable lesson for me and her. We both got mistakes and we are both right and we are both wrong.
This also teaches me how she works.. For those who don't know enneagram, it is a very accurate personality guidelines, it helps me a lot, transforming my personality so that I can deal with people easily. It corrects my altitute of how to relate myself to this world
After a long observation, she should belong to
Type Seven 7 - Level 5
I belong to Type 2 - Level 5
I am aware of my weakness, but sometimes just out of control, especially dealing with her (Type 7) person. I now understand how type 7 deals with stress.. It is a very valuable lesson for me.
Anyway, I am not interested in blaming who is right and who is wrong, I am more interested in learn a lesson from the past.. One of my new year resolution is to completely change myself so that people will start to admire me.. This is my commitment, I have already shown this altitute in my job. A complete refreshed Ben
I have finally achieved my new year resolution tonight, I can eat the food she cooked. 100 times thank you
I will go back to Hk this easter and stay in Japan for one week.
Here I want you to listen this song as a present
Friday, 4 January 2008
Wednesday, 2 January 2008
Flatmate is moving out
After living together for more than half a year, we seperate. I don't like it since I think I lost something important..
I have to be lonely in the house again, not getting used to it at all..
I have tried my best to convince her to stay, but not looking good..
Here is the song that she like, I also like it, I hope after she listens to this song, she can stay
郭富城 - 夢見妳回來
夢見妳回來
作詞：潘源良 作曲：Shinji Tanimura 編曲：黃尚偉
夢見了 忘記了 人海中分開 我耳邊 聽到妳話 妳回來
夢見妳 還愛我 從來無被替代 這世間 充滿美麗的色彩
彷彿知道 情還在 願再一起
不分開 別緊張 別心急 沉睡兩眼 別趕快張開
Dreams come true 妳的香氣又蕩來
就像我 夢魂期待 Dreams come true 重逢 但願就是最愛
夢見妳 尋到妳 誰還想分開 愛過的一切片段 再重來
沒有妳 卻還愛妳 如果不應該 我永遠躲到 夢境內存在
從不知道 情還在 夢裡再次 我等待
別緊張 別心急 矇矓雙眼 要在歡笑裡張開
I have to be lonely in the house again, not getting used to it at all..
I have tried my best to convince her to stay, but not looking good..
Here is the song that she like, I also like it, I hope after she listens to this song, she can stay
郭富城 - 夢見妳回來
夢見妳回來
作詞：潘源良 作曲：Shinji Tanimura 編曲：黃尚偉
夢見了 忘記了 人海中分開 我耳邊 聽到妳話 妳回來
夢見妳 還愛我 從來無被替代 這世間 充滿美麗的色彩
彷彿知道 情還在 願再一起
不分開 別緊張 別心急 沉睡兩眼 別趕快張開
Dreams come true 妳的香氣又蕩來
就像我 夢魂期待 Dreams come true 重逢 但願就是最愛
夢見妳 尋到妳 誰還想分開 愛過的一切片段 再重來
沒有妳 卻還愛妳 如果不應該 我永遠躲到 夢境內存在
從不知道 情還在 夢裡再次 我等待
別緊張 別心急 矇矓雙眼 要在歡笑裡張開
Tuesday, 1 January 2008
新年明けましておめでとうございます
今年もよろしく。
I watched fireworks in my friends' place at the top floor of the ceiling, very beautiful.
I have something not worked out recently and really depressed, but anyway, new year new beginning
i am keen to change myself so that the people around me can learn more about me. I have to be strong, too weak so far. Be a strong guy
失敗のは当たり前、成功したのは男まえ。物事は試してみればどうかな？
I watched fireworks in my friends' place at the top floor of the ceiling, very beautiful.
I have something not worked out recently and really depressed, but anyway, new year new beginning
i am keen to change myself so that the people around me can learn more about me. I have to be strong, too weak so far. Be a strong guy
失敗のは当たり前、成功したのは男まえ。物事は試してみればどうかな？
Thursday, 27 December 2007
end of friendship?
Is it the end of friendship between G***** and me?
Written in 2 Jan 2008
- the answer is no, although we have something not worked out, we are still best friends
Written in 2 Jan 2008
- the answer is no, although we have something not worked out, we are still best friends
Christmas Present
I got a solar power phone charger by from boss,, Great
I have no present received from my friends :=(
I have no present received from my friends :=(
Tuesday, 25 December 2007
Friday, 21 December 2007
グロリーア前よりずっと好きです
昨夜ひどりでいえに留守番をしました、やっぱり彼女を心配かけた。彼女は別の男を付き合ったと言った、私心の中でさんざん泣いてしまった。
今グロリーアの心の中で私が何番目いるだろう？
結婚したら、何番目になってしまうだろう？
これまでの一年間、グロリーアの横にいるのは当たり前だった。そんな当たり前ことが、もうすぐ手が届かないほど私から離れてしまう。彼女に好きな気持ちを自分でも騙されなっかた。
彼女は別の男を付き合うなんで本当に納得できません、一番辛いのは私です。私の気持ちは彼女に素直になれず伝える、この一年間。
私いたいの言葉は
Let me stay with you
讓我跟你一起。
傷つけあうのに
明明會彼此傷害。
なぜこんなに 求めてしまうの
為何還是如此渴求。
Don't you know my heart
你不明白我的心嗎。
素直になれずにいたの
不習慣坦率。
ただ一つの愛がほしいのに
只是想要那唯一的愛。
めぐり逢えた 奇跡を信じて
萍水中相逢 相信著奇蹟。
奏でてゆきたい あなたへのmelody
想演奏出 給你的旋律。
もしも全てを 失くしてしまっても
就算失去一切。
この想いは永遠なの
這個思念也會是永遠。
It's my Truth
這就是我的真實。
Believe in yourself
相信你自己。
つまずいた時も
就算跌倒了。
歩いてきた 涙をぬぐって
只要能走 就能將淚水拭去。
Open up your heart
打開你的心房。
思い出の先にきっと
因為在回憶的一端。
明日という 希望があるから
一定有稱為「明天」的希望存在。
Give me your Loneliness
把你的孤寂交給我。
and I'll give you my Tenderness
我便會給你奉獻溫柔。
忘れないでいて あの日見た夢は
那天所做的夢 一直無法忘懷 。
離れていても この胸にいつでも
即使分離 一直在心中。
感じている あなただけを
感受到的只有你。
It's my Truth
這就是我的真實。
繋がる星が囁きかける
繁星私語。
戸惑う心を手がしながら
雖然困惑的心行動了。
出会いと別れ 人は探すの
相遇與分離 人在尋找著。
いつか結び会える 強い絆は
何時能夠繫上 強而有力的羈絆。
世界中の 悲しみも全て
把世界上的所有悲傷。
受け止めてもいい あなたの為なら
全部停止也可以 如果是為了你 。
世界中から 置き去りにされても
就算會被這世界遺棄。
その瞳を信じている
也相信著這眼眸。
It's my Truth
這就是我的真實。
今グロリーアの心の中で私が何番目いるだろう？
結婚したら、何番目になってしまうだろう？
これまでの一年間、グロリーアの横にいるのは当たり前だった。そんな当たり前ことが、もうすぐ手が届かないほど私から離れてしまう。彼女に好きな気持ちを自分でも騙されなっかた。
彼女は別の男を付き合うなんで本当に納得できません、一番辛いのは私です。私の気持ちは彼女に素直になれず伝える、この一年間。
私いたいの言葉は
Let me stay with you
讓我跟你一起。
傷つけあうのに
明明會彼此傷害。
なぜこんなに 求めてしまうの
為何還是如此渴求。
Don't you know my heart
你不明白我的心嗎。
素直になれずにいたの
不習慣坦率。
ただ一つの愛がほしいのに
只是想要那唯一的愛。
めぐり逢えた 奇跡を信じて
萍水中相逢 相信著奇蹟。
奏でてゆきたい あなたへのmelody
想演奏出 給你的旋律。
もしも全てを 失くしてしまっても
就算失去一切。
この想いは永遠なの
這個思念也會是永遠。
It's my Truth
這就是我的真實。
Believe in yourself
相信你自己。
つまずいた時も
就算跌倒了。
歩いてきた 涙をぬぐって
只要能走 就能將淚水拭去。
Open up your heart
打開你的心房。
思い出の先にきっと
因為在回憶的一端。
明日という 希望があるから
一定有稱為「明天」的希望存在。
Give me your Loneliness
把你的孤寂交給我。
and I'll give you my Tenderness
我便會給你奉獻溫柔。
忘れないでいて あの日見た夢は
那天所做的夢 一直無法忘懷 。
離れていても この胸にいつでも
即使分離 一直在心中。
感じている あなただけを
感受到的只有你。
It's my Truth
這就是我的真實。
繋がる星が囁きかける
繁星私語。
戸惑う心を手がしながら
雖然困惑的心行動了。
出会いと別れ 人は探すの
相遇與分離 人在尋找著。
いつか結び会える 強い絆は
何時能夠繫上 強而有力的羈絆。
世界中の 悲しみも全て
把世界上的所有悲傷。
受け止めてもいい あなたの為なら
全部停止也可以 如果是為了你 。
世界中から 置き去りにされても
就算會被這世界遺棄。
その瞳を信じている
也相信著這眼眸。
It's my Truth
這就是我的真實。
Tuesday, 4 December 2007
if times go back
もし時間を戻れば、どうするつもりか？
人生は何か起こたら目を覚ます、でも、もう過去を戻らない、そういう残酷な事実なんです。もしも、この時間をを戻れば、何をする？
If times goes back, what will you do
人生は何か起こたら目を覚ます、でも、もう過去を戻らない、そういう残酷な事実なんです。もしも、この時間をを戻れば、何をする？
If times goes back, what will you do
Sunday, 18 November 2007
Tuesday, 13 November 2007
ずっとひどり
今日は信用できる友達はいわれた、「君はだめな男だ」「なんであなとのこと覚えなきゃいけないの？あなたは大切じゃな人だ」。なんだ私はショックだった。
私はいつも信じている、けんかの場合でいったこといつも本音のこと、ということで、彼女の言葉に私の目を覚まさせた。一番傷ついた言葉は彼女にとって私は大切じゃな人。なんですで、いつも彼女は自分のこと私に相談してくれて、私こそ彼女に友達として付き合う、ずっと彼女のこと先に思うのに、やっぱり私は馬鹿でした。多分私を利用され、時に相手を友達として付き合う、用がない時に相手を捨てられ、そういう彼女の本当の性格だ。
もし私は彼女の重りだとしたら、ごめんなさい、いつも料理してくれてありがとう。お世話になりました。さよなら。
Today, one of my friend said something really terrible, I was shocked.
"Why do I need to remember your thing, You are not an important person", I am so shocked it is coming from the friend that I trust.... May be I am too stupid, I should wake up and look clearly what is happening, what is this person's real personality.. It is hard for me to treat this person as friend anymore..
I always believe when two persons fight, the things that we said will hurt each other, but those things are coming from one's subconscious, so although it feels painful when listening, but it also represents the truth
私はいつも信じている、けんかの場合でいったこといつも本音のこと、ということで、彼女の言葉に私の目を覚まさせた。一番傷ついた言葉は彼女にとって私は大切じゃな人。なんですで、いつも彼女は自分のこと私に相談してくれて、私こそ彼女に友達として付き合う、ずっと彼女のこと先に思うのに、やっぱり私は馬鹿でした。多分私を利用され、時に相手を友達として付き合う、用がない時に相手を捨てられ、そういう彼女の本当の性格だ。
もし私は彼女の重りだとしたら、ごめんなさい、いつも料理してくれてありがとう。お世話になりました。さよなら。
Today, one of my friend said something really terrible, I was shocked.
"Why do I need to remember your thing, You are not an important person", I am so shocked it is coming from the friend that I trust.... May be I am too stupid, I should wake up and look clearly what is happening, what is this person's real personality.. It is hard for me to treat this person as friend anymore..
I always believe when two persons fight, the things that we said will hurt each other, but those things are coming from one's subconscious, so although it feels painful when listening, but it also represents the truth
Sunday, 11 November 2007
憂い
最近私はあまりうれしいくない、また落ち込んでいる。友達の中で私は出鱈目な男だ、自分でもそう思う。やる気がない。死にたい、でも、死は無駄だ、問題を解決できない、逃げられるの場所はない、人生諦めたい、でも、出来ない、正しいことじゃない。自分の弱点を直すやる気はない
Depress.
Want to give up.
I am suprised people find my value being friends with me...........
Depress.
Want to give up.
I am suprised people find my value being friends with me...........
Wednesday, 31 October 2007
松たか子好き
最近夢中した女優 「松たか子」です
なんで？
ドラマ「役者魂」を見た。芸能人のマネージャーと子供の保護者を演じで、彼女の魅力に引き付けられた。声優しいし、美人し。一般の女優と違って、女としての魅力を溢れてしまった。
I have recently like one Japanese actress, 松たか子,
she is so beautiful, and the voice is so sweet. She has a kind of Charm which cannot be easily found in other actress
なんで？
ドラマ「役者魂」を見た。芸能人のマネージャーと子供の保護者を演じで、彼女の魅力に引き付けられた。声優しいし、美人し。一般の女優と違って、女としての魅力を溢れてしまった。
I have recently like one Japanese actress, 松たか子,
she is so beautiful, and the voice is so sweet. She has a kind of Charm which cannot be easily found in other actress
Monday, 29 October 2007
人生は何か起こるか分からないのだ
「人生は何か起こるか分からないのだ。物事と言うものは自分の思う通り進まないだと、どうせい思うよりならないなら、楽しく過ごしなきゃもったいない、この先何か起こるか分からないだ。」あるドラマの台詞、
この言葉何とか私の人生の見方を変わていった。
前にたくさんの事を自分の思うより進みたい、でも、そんなわけないじゃない。毎日走って、たまには飽きると感じる。ちょっと止って、息をついて、自分やりたいことをやって、そして後悔を残してない、若いうちに
だから、楽して、人生の楽しいさを冒険しましょう！
っとは言っても、時々迷った道も遇った、その時、この言葉を自分の忠言になるかいいじゃない。
I have watched a Japanese drama recently. It said human life is hard to predict, if we cannot control what happen next, why don't we spend a good time in our future!!
この言葉何とか私の人生の見方を変わていった。
前にたくさんの事を自分の思うより進みたい、でも、そんなわけないじゃない。毎日走って、たまには飽きると感じる。ちょっと止って、息をついて、自分やりたいことをやって、そして後悔を残してない、若いうちに
だから、楽して、人生の楽しいさを冒険しましょう！
っとは言っても、時々迷った道も遇った、その時、この言葉を自分の忠言になるかいいじゃない。
I have watched a Japanese drama recently. It said human life is hard to predict, if we cannot control what happen next, why don't we spend a good time in our future!!
Monday, 22 October 2007
夢と現実
彼女を私の夢を見た、本当に幸せだった。そんな優しい声が私の耳に伝わった。
でも目が覚めたら、現実の彼女を一瞬に見た、驚いた、私は今夢か現実か自分でもわきまえなかった。
もう少し夢にいたいのに。
多分私の長い間押さえた彼女好きな気持ちを自分の潜意識で爆発してしまった。
I dreamed of her last night, oh dear, is this my subconscious?
でも目が覚めたら、現実の彼女を一瞬に見た、驚いた、私は今夢か現実か自分でもわきまえなかった。
もう少し夢にいたいのに。
多分私の長い間押さえた彼女好きな気持ちを自分の潜意識で爆発してしまった。
I dreamed of her last night, oh dear, is this my subconscious?
Monday, 15 October 2007
諦めるしかない
辛いけど、諦めるしかない, 思った通り
It is tought, but there is no choice but to give up as expected. I like her very much
It is tought, but there is no choice but to give up as expected. I like her very much
Monday, 8 October 2007
恐怖を満たされた
私が超怖い、自信がない。負けるのは怖い。
Kさんのこと好き、でもこの先の道はどうなるか？怖い
I am afraid to lose, absolutly lack of confidence. Very afraid. Chasing her is driving me crazy
Kさんのこと好き、でもこの先の道はどうなるか？怖い
I am afraid to lose, absolutly lack of confidence. Very afraid. Chasing her is driving me crazy
Sunday, 30 September 2007
Moon Cake
My friend in Hong Kong has made me a moon cake and send to me. However, it becomes like this, a fine piece of moon cake. Thank You
Tuesday, 18 September 2007
Saturday, 15 September 2007
The power of facebook
I start to play facebook yesterday. I have no idea how come addict to it so much. It only tells me one thing, many people have too much time to spare, and they said they are busy. Doesn't make sense, ah!!!
今日はfacebookに登録した。友達は皆ベンはfacebookあるかと聞かれて、もう煩いだ。やっと今日は時間が少しあるので、facebookに登録した。つまらない人がいっぱいと証明した。
今日はfacebookに登録した。友達は皆ベンはfacebookあるかと聞かれて、もう煩いだ。やっと今日は時間が少しあるので、facebookに登録した。つまらない人がいっぱいと証明した。
Friday, 14 September 2007
DFO Closed On Thrusday
昨日Gさんと一緒にDFOにいた、でも、いた時もう閉まってた、残念。
私達は近くのレストランで食事をした。ステーキを注文した。medium rare ようにコークした。
でも、ステーキは生過ぎた、medium rare だから
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G and I went to DFO yesterday and it was closed, we ended up having a steak dinner in Outback Steak House. We ordered medium rare for steak, however, the steak was too rare.
私達は近くのレストランで食事をした。ステーキを注文した。medium rare ようにコークした。
でも、ステーキは生過ぎた、medium rare だから
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G and I went to DFO yesterday and it was closed, we ended up having a steak dinner in Outback Steak House. We ordered medium rare for steak, however, the steak was too rare.
Thursday, 13 September 2007
ショックだった
昨夜ショックだった.なんで？見たくない場面がやっぱり目の前に現われた。好きな人は........
今朝は私は気持ち悪かった,悔しかった。
ケッチと言われた。だらか何だ、私の心を返事して、そんなもの誰でも気持ち悪かっただろか？
Am I mean or stingy? To some extent I am....
新しい日本人友達出来るかも、その人の名はかおりです。期待してる。
かおりという名前は、私は七年前、ちょうど好きな人の名前です、でも彼女に断った。彼女の印象はまだ心中で残ってる。
I may meet a new Japanese friend called Kaori. Very happy
今朝は私は気持ち悪かった,悔しかった。
ケッチと言われた。だらか何だ、私の心を返事して、そんなもの誰でも気持ち悪かっただろか？
Am I mean or stingy? To some extent I am....
新しい日本人友達出来るかも、その人の名はかおりです。期待してる。
かおりという名前は、私は七年前、ちょうど好きな人の名前です、でも彼女に断った。彼女の印象はまだ心中で残ってる。
I may meet a new Japanese friend called Kaori. Very happy
Wednesday, 12 September 2007
誕生日おめでとう
今日は私の誕生日だ。冷蔵庫を壊れちゃった、私のせいで。
お祝いのメッセージをもう次々届いた。
願望を毎年でも同じだ、好きな人と出会う。これはまだ果たしない, 残念ながら、私もう二十七歳です
ｋさんのことどうなるかな？奇跡を作りましょ！！
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今日はAさんと一緒に食事した。話ながら、このブログ読める人がやっと出た、彼女の妹です。
何で私は英語と中国語書いてないなんちゃって？
日本語書いてあったことは私の秘密です、でもその秘密は何とかこそこそと公開したいのです、それこそ面白いです。（ちょっと馬鹿だけど、これは私だ）
もちろんこのブログ読者はほとんど私の香港の友達です。若し私の好きな人がこのブログを解読出来れば、どうなるか、ワクワクだの！！！
お祝いのメッセージをもう次々届いた。
願望を毎年でも同じだ、好きな人と出会う。これはまだ果たしない, 残念ながら、私もう二十七歳です
ｋさんのことどうなるかな？奇跡を作りましょ！！
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今日はAさんと一緒に食事した。話ながら、このブログ読める人がやっと出た、彼女の妹です。
何で私は英語と中国語書いてないなんちゃって？
日本語書いてあったことは私の秘密です、でもその秘密は何とかこそこそと公開したいのです、それこそ面白いです。（ちょっと馬鹿だけど、これは私だ）
もちろんこのブログ読者はほとんど私の香港の友達です。若し私の好きな人がこのブログを解読出来れば、どうなるか、ワクワクだの！！！
Monday, 10 September 2007
ｋさんのこと
今日は私の誕生日パーテーだった。ｋさんも一緒だった。やっぱり彼女を見てどきどきした。いつも通り、私はｋさんがガールフレンドになれるの可能性が高くない。そう、ｋさんのこと好きです。
Gさんの事も私を心から潰された。この傷だらけの道をもう二度と繰り返したなかった。
次のKさんに私の行動はなんですか？
Gさんの事も私を心から潰された。この傷だらけの道をもう二度と繰り返したなかった。
次のKさんに私の行動はなんですか？
いろいろ
何気なく気がついた。彼女のこと(Gさん)は前よりもっと好きです。もっともっと
私はやけてる、なぜなら、彼女は彼女の彼氏にキスした時、何で私じゃないのか私の頭が思い浮かべた。
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豪州のHUNTER VALLEY について
酒を飲んだ、でもちょっとだけだ。ちょっと酔った。嫌な感じ
新しい彼女を出来たかも、でもあれはまた幻か？若し本当になれば、奇跡だ。
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Dさんの口からKさんは私がかわいいと言われた。奇跡だ。そのKさんは私はJさんの家で始めてあった時、その彼女の目が私の心を奪っていたよな感じで、どきどきするだ。多分これはまた幻と思ってる。
以上
私はやけてる、なぜなら、彼女は彼女の彼氏にキスした時、何で私じゃないのか私の頭が思い浮かべた。
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豪州のHUNTER VALLEY について
酒を飲んだ、でもちょっとだけだ。ちょっと酔った。嫌な感じ
新しい彼女を出来たかも、でもあれはまた幻か？若し本当になれば、奇跡だ。
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Dさんの口からKさんは私がかわいいと言われた。奇跡だ。そのKさんは私はJさんの家で始めてあった時、その彼女の目が私の心を奪っていたよな感じで、どきどきするだ。多分これはまた幻と思ってる。
以上
Saturday, 1 September 2007
Birthday coming
oh no, i am turning 27.
Reviewing this year. My career has finally be settled. Pay rise has been confirmed by my boss, my biggest birthday present. My Japanese is becoming stronger and stronger. And most importantly, my mum send me a birthday car, very beautiful. Thank you..
I also met my new friend, Gl**ia, She has quite a lot of impact on my life
It was a very long journey to see my friends graduating from Uni, finding their own career, getting married... Oh no....... I am a child anymore, which I don't like !!
Reviewing this year. My career has finally be settled. Pay rise has been confirmed by my boss, my biggest birthday present. My Japanese is becoming stronger and stronger. And most importantly, my mum send me a birthday car, very beautiful. Thank you..
I also met my new friend, Gl**ia, She has quite a lot of impact on my life
It was a very long journey to see my friends graduating from Uni, finding their own career, getting married... Oh no....... I am a child anymore, which I don't like !!
Monday, 27 August 2007
Addicted to Driving Game
I have bought a 40 LCD TV... I play computer driving game with it every day. The sensation is awesome... I am really addicted to it.......
I enjoy driving computer games, it is close to real, except you don't have back pain..
The game I am playing is not really a game. It is a simulator. I have to have car set up knowledge. I am not allowed to crash everywhere. I have to brake without ABS..
I am driving in real track !!! I am now driving Macau track. I have watched this track since I was 8 on TV, now I have a chance to drive on it.. so...
have a watched at the following, the first one is the game video, the second one is real time video. Now you know why I get addicted to it, especially with a 40 LCD where everything looks real
I enjoy driving computer games, it is close to real, except you don't have back pain..
The game I am playing is not really a game. It is a simulator. I have to have car set up knowledge. I am not allowed to crash everywhere. I have to brake without ABS..
I am driving in real track !!! I am now driving Macau track. I have watched this track since I was 8 on TV, now I have a chance to drive on it.. so...
have a watched at the following, the first one is the game video, the second one is real time video. Now you know why I get addicted to it, especially with a 40 LCD where everything looks real
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