周彦ann 12:51:03 AM

ok. here is the situation, u know i am young, too much care about my feelings, focus on ur attitude. but u still let me feel cold, got bad temper to me, and dont pay attention to ur atitude. u choose ur way, so take the responsibility as a real man. I know you are hurt, and i think a lot before i make this decision, so dont show ur "sarcrifices" , u can try to convince me to give u another chance, but i won't do it. again, whats done is done, u used up ur credit and i make my own decision. whatever u judge me or said to me, i really dont care.

回覆周彦ann 12:52:35 AM

and if u accept it and move on, maybe we can be acquitance, otherwise, u are just a stranger, and i just ignor u.

回覆周彦ann 12:55:01 AM

for ur own benefit, do not imagine i still love u, cauz i totally have no feeling of what u said and done, i am not angry with u nor hate u, u are just the one i happened knows, nothing special.

回覆周彦ann 12:55:18 AM

at last, good luck for your recovering

Horrible today

I think break up finally

Game over

心若倦了　淚也乾了
這份深情　難捨難了
曾經擁有　天荒地老
已不見你　暮暮與朝朝

這一份情　永遠難了
願來生還能　再度擁抱
愛一個人　如何廝守到老
怎樣面對一切　我不知道

回憶過去　痛苦的相思忘不了
為何你還來　撥動我心跳

愛你怎麼能了　今夜的你應該明膫
緣難了　情難了

I think I have just broken up, as expected. If not, will happen within 2 months

How the hell people like me, either I am too strange or they are too strange..I knew it when I start..

As I expected, it is impossible for me to have another partner

Back to single again, bye bye

我们说好的 (张靓颖)

好嗎 一句話就哽住了喉
城市 當背景的海市蜃樓
我們 像分隔著一整個宇宙
再見 都化作烏有
我們說好絕不放開相互牽的手
可現實說光有愛還不夠
走到分岔的路口
你向左我向右
我們都倔強得不曾回頭
我們說好就算分開一樣做朋友
時間說我們從此不可能再問候
人群中再次邂逅
你變得那麼瘦
我還是淪陷在你的眼眸
我們說好一起老去看細水長流
卻將會成為別人的某某
又到分岔的路口
你向左我向右
我們都強忍著不曾回頭
我們說好下個永恆裡面再碰頭
愛情會活在時光節節敗退後
下一次如果邂逅
你別再那麼瘦
我想一直淪陷在你的眼眸
（這是無可救藥愛情的荒謬）

Starting a new way

前面的路很險峻, 我也要和他走下去, 沒有回頭路

Dreams come true

I went to melbourne, and what a suprise...

All Gone

Going home, facing the wall. nobody at all, very very scary of this. I am weak, very weak. Loneliness.. Horrible

我就支持唔住呀, 好辛苦, 應該了結吧

刘德华：多情

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/gZAiAiFAc-0/

曲：戚小恋 词：邬三元／戚小恋
编曲：屠颖
你的笑容在心中
你的眼眸看着我
每个画面都教我
翻来覆去不想睡
时时刻刻都想着
每个雨天更寂寞
希望你会告诉我
和我一样的念头
如果我们因犹豫而错过了相爱的机会
就怕我们因等待而消失在彼此的眼中
如果我们在犹豫和等待中愈来愈寂寞
看着我
你是否舍得
是否我太多心
还是太多情
对你一天一点累积了思念
教我更加眷恋与你的相恋和缠绵
痴痴守候整天
是否我太多心
还是太多情
对你一天一点累积了思念
若教我孤单换来一千个春天
我愿意
痴痴爱着你

你的笑容在心中
你的眼眸看着我
每个画面都教我
翻来覆去不想睡
时时刻刻都想着
每个雨天更寂寞
希望你会告诉我
和我一样的念头
如果我们因犹豫而错过了相爱的机会
就怕我们因等待而消失在彼此的眼中
如果我们在犹豫和等待中愈来愈寂寞
看着我
你是否舍得
是否我太多心
还是太多情
对你一天一点累积了思念
教我更加眷恋与你的相恋和缠绵
痴痴守候整天
是否我太多心
还是太多情
对你一天一点累积了思念
若教我孤单换来一千个春天
我愿意
痴痴爱着你
是否我太多心
还是太多情
对你一天一点累积了思念
教我更加眷恋与你的相恋和缠绵
痴痴守候整天
是否我太多心
还是太多情
对你一天一点累积了思念
若教我孤单换来一千个春天
我愿意
痴痴爱着你

Don't Leave me alone

涙さそう　真実よりも
微笑みさそう　嘘が聞きたかった
閉ざされた　ドアの前
ただ一人　立ち尽くしていたの

何かをいつも　求めてばかり
あなたのやさしさ　気づかないまま
大切なものは　ここにあるのに
こらえる涙が　頬つたい
こぼれ落ちてゆく

近づく程　遠くに見える
君の心を　連れて歩いてたと
そっと口元耳に寄せ
囁いて　足跡消えて行く

その胸の中　曇らせないで
こうしてあなたを　思う程また
大切なものを　失くしたくない
愛する気持ちを　止めないで
私を抱きしめて

あなた失ったら　歩けないきっと　今素直になる

誰もが迷いの中に見える
導火線の先　私も見てる
大切なものは　あなたと私
二人の瞳の中になら
永遠に生きる　Don't leave me alone

Another disapponitment

ただもう一度の絶望。私はやっぱりだめです、そんないい女の子は私の彼女、冗談じゃないよ！
愛情のいつも失敗の僕は、孤独です

悲しい時は、だれか支えてくれて欲しい。

酒井法子被告の謝罪会見

平井堅／瞳を閉じて

愛得太遲

Butterfly

I can swim butterfly for 25meters with ease, Great !!

不想獨自快樂

從不懂得借故親近 臉上或許太深沉
我一個人沉溺孤單的氣氛
從不懂得應對追問 自問沒打開我心
活在人煙中 獨我是我知音

＊陽光 黃昏 使我興奮
從不關心 誰人明白我心
我只孤單一個過活 望向天邊多遼闊
我放任自負 懶會某君不喜歡
但我不想一個快樂 是我過去不自覺
盼望能伴著妳 還分享我感覺

誰不懂得世故審慎 夜靜後不再傷神
我一個人 難得輕鬆的氣氛
繁囂的都市太空泛 活在迷失空氣間
沒共誰分擔 獨個習慣孤單

My dog is dead

CASH is dead, may be I should follow u

Sponge

Everyone treats me as a sponge. Grab it, squeeze it, throw it away. Sometimes later, take it out from the bin, squeeze it again.

A total fuck up, my life

Depression, I am

喜帖街

Japan 2009 Finished

I have finished my trip. Not sure it is the first time and final time for me and her..
I love Japan, speaking Japanese accorss the whole trip.
Our train has killed an animal and a person. Amitabha.

Hokkaidou seafood is cheap, fresh and yummy..

I have 18 fresh raw scallop at 3600 yen. Each scallop is very big, I need to use knife and fork to eat

Nothing Else Matters

So close, no matter how far

Couldn't be much more from the heart

Forever trusting who we are

And nothing else matters



I never opened myself this way

Life is ours, we live it our way

All these words I don't just say

And nothing else matters



Yeah, trust I seek and I find in you

Every day for us something new

Open mind for a different view

And nothing else matters



Never cared for what they do

Never cared for what they know

And I know



So close, no matter how far

Couldn't be much more from the heart

Forever trusting who we are

And nothing else matters



Never cared for what they do

Never cared for what they know

And I know, that's right



Never opened myself this way

And life is ours, we live it our way

All these words I don't just say

And nothing else matters, yeah



Trust I seek and I find in you

Every day for us something new

Open mind for a different view

And nothing else matters



Never cared for things they say

Never cared for games they play

I never cared for what they do

I never cared for what they know

And I know, yeah yeah yeah

Girl Friend

Can she be my First one? I am about to score my first goal

虛擬世界

我已活在虛擬世界中, 已分不清楚事物.

近來被多次人家擺上抬, 知道己經太遲.

為什麼人總是要有爭執

幸運王子

今天幸運王子收到了小公主的訊息, 心放了一下.

心淡

為何, 為何你要令我心淡
由這一分鐘開始計起　春風秋雨間
限我對你以半年時間　慢慢的心淡
付清賬單　平靜的對你熱度褪減
一天一點傷心過　這一百數十晚
大概也夠我　送我來回地獄又折返人間

心淡 心淡 心淡 心淡 心淡 心淡 心淡

想不起　怎麼會病到不分好歹
　連受苦都甜美　我每日捱著　不睬不理
　但卻捱不死　又去痴纏你
　難道終此一生　都要這麼　不可爭一口氣
☆很謙卑　只不過是我太過愛你
　連自尊都忘記　跌到極麻木　只好相信
　又再爬得起　就會有轉機
　若我不懂憎你　如何離別你　亦怕不會飛☆

＃由這一分鐘開始計起　春風秋雨間
　限我對你以半年時間　慢慢的心淡
　付清　賬單　平靜的對你熱度褪減
　一天一點傷心過　這一百數十晚
　大概也夠我　送我來回地獄又折返人間

　春天分手　秋天會習慣　苦沖開了便淡 ＃


　Repeat ☆ ＃


　（說甚麼再平反）只怕被迫一起更礙眼

　（往後這半年間）只愛自己　雖說不太習慣

　畢竟有限　就當　過關


　Repeat＃

心痛

我無意中插了她一刀, 我現在被她插, 她恨我.
我有自毁的念頭, 因為我什麼好朋友都沒有, 我都想人關心, 想人呵護, 也許要求太過份了.
我無權怪她. 她是我唯一的一個人, 她走了. 我也想走了可惜無路可走
我很苦.

呆子

我不知不覺把她的心刺傷了, 她可能會和我一刀兩斷吧, 雙衣為命的生活也要結束了. 日木之旅也可能變成夢幻泡影.

雖然害怕, 很害怕, 但是我本來什麼也沒有, 何必執著吧.

我被人恨, 我無言以對, 也許很多人也在恨我吧, 呆了, 望著天空, 看著星星, 我沒有智慧. 以和為貴是一門很高的藝術. 我又呆了. 看著鏡子, 這是我嗎? 身邊的人一個個地離開, 厭倦了吧.

我有什麼

我好像什麼都沒有, 只餘下了呼吸, 亨受呼吸.
朋友, 好像有, 也好像沒有. 工作滿足感也不大, 每天不知為什麼在奔波.

我和她也好像雙衣為命了, 最後她也可能離去了, 重返她自己的世界.

LINQ and Stored Procedure and DBA

I am a DBA + .Net developer. I got certified in SQL 2005 and .Net 1.1. I would like to share with you that the stored procedure offers much more functions than LINQ

1. Use of Lock Hint.

2. Control of deadlock free query in stored procedure. Writing deadlock free query requires the queries to be runnning in "specific order" between several tables

3. Use of recursive SQL with CTE

4. Use of SQL 2008 new data type such as hierachyID, spatial datatype

5. You can assign a query plan to a specific query or specify query hint. It can solve the Parameter sniffing issue. In SQL 2008, the FORSEEK option helps a lot

6 You want to do a SELECT sql using ORDER BY COLLATE the column by different collation in sql. This important especially working with 2 different db with 2 different collation. Especially in different language, the sorting order is different. Example: Try adventureworks
SELECT LastName, FirstName FROM Person.Contact
WHERE LastName LIKE 'R%'
ORDER BY FirstName COLLATE Latin1_General_CI_AS DESC, LastName DESC

For case sensitive search
SELECT LastName, FirstName FROM Person.Contact
WHERE LastName COLLATE Latin1_General_CS_AS LIKE 'r%' (NO RESULT DUE TO CASE SENSITVE)

7, Update 800+rows at a same time using OPEN XML. I have an application updating payroll hours for 300+ employees. Use of OPEN XML took a split seconds, use of seperate insert statement took at least 3 seconds

8 There has been complaints about paging millions of records using LINQ. In sql server, use of temp table and temp table variables in paging are very subtle. The performance differs from case to case

9 Use of PIVOT table

10 Use of Encryption function

やっぱり寂しい

好きな犬はもう家にいなっかた。友達関係悪くなってきた。
寂しい

Suicide

The best way to do suicide is to save all sentient beings. and chant amitbaha.. I cannot use a knife to kill myself, although i want to, coze it is double suicide, i have to go to hell staight away. as a buddhist, i cannot kill myself, i shoudl use this life to serve