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Monday, 31 May 2010

王菲 - 棋子


想走出你控制的領域
卻走近你安排的戰局
我沒有堅強的防備
也沒有後路可以退

想逃離你布下的陷阱
卻陷入了另一個困境
我沒有決定輸贏的勇氣
也沒有逃脫的幸運

我像是一顆棋
進退任由你決定
我不是你眼中唯一將領
卻是不起眼的小兵

我像是一顆棋子
來去全不由自己
舉手無回你從不曾猶豫
我卻受控在你手裡

想走出你控制的領域
卻走近你安排的戰局
我沒有堅強的防備
也沒有後路可以退

想逃離你布下的陷阱
卻陷入了另一個困境
我沒有決定輸贏的勇氣
也沒有逃脫的幸運

我像是一顆棋
進退任由你決定
我不是你眼中唯一將領
卻是不起眼的小兵

我像是一顆棋子
來去全不由自己
舉手無回你從不曾猶豫
我卻受控在你手裡

我像是一顆棋子
來去全不由自己
舉手無回你從不曾猶豫
我卻受控在你手裡
我卻受控在你手裡
我卻受控在你手裡

Wednesday, 19 May 2010

Ben Yip 10:27:23 PM
雖然我們做不了情女, 但是你的温暖我永遠不會忘記, 我有時候也想跟你對話
周彦ann 10:28:41 PM
good i think i made my point clear,i dont wanna be ur girl, nor friend, so let us save the convitional greetings and pleasantries
Ben Yip 10:30:59 PM
is that because I hurt you too much?
周彦ann 10:31:51 PM
not too much, i can still handle it, just the point makes me dont want to talk to u
周彦ann 10:31:57 PM
so leave me alone plz
Ben Yip 10:41:01 PM
sorry to disturb u, because u are my first every girl, and for the first girl to have sex.. 我的任性令你離開我,無法挽留,我仍很喜歡你,我也知道你受不了我,真是無奈,我現在才慢慢知道你要的是什麼, 可是己經太遲了
周彦ann 10:41:51 PM
yep too late
周彦ann 10:41:56 PM
so leave me
Ben Yip 10:45:57 PM
傷了你我也難受,但我不想你為了這個不愉快的過程,蓋上了陰影..你的疤痕太深了,離開了你我很內疚,很想為你做點事
周彦ann 10:46:21 PM
really?
周彦ann 10:46:27 PM
everything?
Ben Yip 10:47:00 PM

周彦ann 10:47:43 PM
just be quilte
周彦ann 10:48:06 PM
if u wanna know my news y can get it from andy or tao
周彦ann 10:48:15 PM
dont contact me directly
周彦ann 10:48:37 PM
i can forget and handle this failure
周彦ann 10:49:35 PM
but if u keep on contact me, it will slow down the process
Ben Yip 10:49:38 PM
我在聽 "愛與痛的邊緣".. 就像我們一樣, 我不想我們永遠在 "愛與痛的邊緣"
周彦ann 10:49:54 PM
擺脫你清醒一點好不好
周彦ann 10:50:28 PM
拜托我沒有愛也沒有痛了好么 我的一切感受都跟你無關 為什么你把自己想得那么重要
周彦ann 10:51:02 PM
你只是我生命中的一個過客 我最初選擇了你就有這一天的準備 正如我所說 我們都為自己的決定負責
周彦ann 10:51:21 PM
我覺得煩心的只是自己的判斷力和選擇 不是你個人本身
周彦ann 10:52:34 PM
你沒有重要到可以給我留下陰影 也沒用重要到我要想辦法逃避你 甚至你給我發的短信我也不覺得我有義務回復
周彦ann 10:53:26 PM
我們即使在交往的過程中始終缺乏交流 本身都處在一個陌生人的位置 你難道希望分手之后反而不依不舍?
周彦ann 10:54:15 PM
我的煩惱只是來源于我對這段感情的期望過高 我對另一半的要求過高 而現實不給我這樣的希望而已 與你自己真的沒有任何關系
周彦ann 10:55:00 PM
所以請你以后不要再打攪我了 我覺得我把自己的觀點說的很明白了 你要自欺欺人到什么時候我不管 但是請你不要再煩我

Thursday, 13 May 2010

任性


付出也可能看不到结果
终于你还是选择了放手
用逃避让感情犯错
。。。。。。
承诺算不算任性的要求
人总是不能太容易感动
当爱失去自我失去包容
只想要从混乱解脱

失戀不等於失敗 而是成長


1.失去認認真真的第一次愛後,男人可能不會再那樣對女孩子真正好了,沒有心勁,沒有激情,沒有對浪漫愛情的信仰了!有些事,一輩子只有一次!


2.受了傷的孩子,長大了會傷人,所以,請不要輕易地傷害一個人,因為,你可能會改變一個人的一輩子!


3.愛情就像手上的血泡,第一次的愛情你全身投入,結果出了血泡,後來血泡破了,很痛很痛。慢慢地,血泡就成了手繭,沒有感覺了,你的心也就麻木了!


4.談戀愛就像長跑,你剛開始沒有經驗,猛衝,到後面當然沒有體力了!人生匆匆數十載,如果未曾失戀過,可真遺憾。因為失戀是令人成長的捷徑,無論好友日夜輪流照料也好,心病還需心藥醫,復原的還是要靠自己!


5.失戀之所以會痛得如此厲害,主因是恨自己為什麼那麼失敗?但失戀不等於失敗,剛失去的只是一段戀情,而不該是你的自尊和自信,失戀與你個人好壞無關!


6.失戀絕對不是因為你不夠好,只是你們彼此並非對方的最愛,最渴望的對象而已!


7.假若一方覺得忍受不了,或再交往下去也沒有意思,因而提出分手,那根本不叫失戀,而是各自回到原點,各走各路,個中重點,不在於誰對誰錯,更無關誰好誰壞,更不是一種失敗!


8.失戀後很多人會覺得好難過,但是請仔細想想,真正令你難過的,很可能是不甘心和失落感,而不一定是那一段感情!


9.女人在一次次的戀愛中知道男人是什麼,男人在一次次戀愛中知道女人要什麼!


10.也許每個人的一生中都會愛上一個或幾個人,但無論你有過多少次戀愛經驗,當你聽到「愛」這個字時,你第一時間想起的那個人,一定是你生命中最初的真愛!

Tuesday, 11 May 2010

Hero



There's a hero If you look inside your heart You don't have to be afraid Of what you are There's an answer If you reach into your soul And the sorrow that you know Will melt away

And then a hero comes along With the strength to carry on And you cast your fears aside And you know you can survive So when you feel like hope is gone Look inside you and be strong And you'll finally see the truth That a hero lies in you

It's a long road When you face the world alone No one reaches out a hand For you to hold You can find love If you search within yourself And the emptiness you felt Will disappear

And then a hero comes along With the strength to carry on And you cast your fears aside And you know you can survive So when you feel like hope is gone Look inside you and be strong And you'll finally see the truth That a hero lies in you

Lord knows Dreams are hard to follow But don't let anyone Tear them away Hold on There will be tomorrow In time You'll find the way

And then a hero comes along With the strength to carry on And you cast your fears aside And you know you can survive So when you feel like hope is gone Look inside you and be strong And you'll finally see the truth That a hero lies in you

Monday, 10 May 2010

回覆周彦ann 5:38:06 PM
my way to do with a relationship: if u hurt me once, i take it as accident, if i think its getting worse, i talked. if u still remain without improvement, i give up
回覆Ben Yip 5:38:49 PM
but after u talked, i need time to change... please be patient
回覆Ben Yip 5:39:42 PM
This relationship is different from others...How hard for me to meet u....How many things we match each other......
回覆周彦ann 5:39:43 PM
i would rather be single and die alone than be with u
回覆周彦ann 5:40:07 PM
i dont care,
回覆Ben Yip 5:40:28 PM
After u talk, u need to give me time at least few weeks to c my changes
回覆周彦ann 5:40:35 PM
and i dont want to continue, cauz u failed so many times
回覆周彦ann 5:39:23 PM
sorry, patient means hurt myself, i dont want
回覆周彦ann 5:40:56 PM
sorry, its just ur attitude, no chance
回覆周彦ann 5:41:26 PM
apologize means nothing, u did it, u take the consequences
回覆Ben Yip 5:41:42 PM
come on, on that night, we are all tired, i dun have mood on that day as well...
回覆Ben Yip 5:42:14 PM
that's why we need to find a way to know each other
回覆Ben Yip 5:42:27 PM
rather than argument
回覆周彦ann 5:42:34 PM
so its my problem? ok, even though it is i would rather to lose u
回覆Ben Yip 5:42:46 PM
it is not about problem,
回覆周彦ann 5:42:55 PM
save it,
回覆Ben Yip 5:42:57 PM
it is about compromising each other
回覆周彦ann 5:43:11 PM
i have decided,
回覆Ben Yip 5:43:26 PM
i treat u as my wife to be serious
回覆周彦ann 5:43:34 PM
if u still tried to chance it
回覆Ben Yip 5:43:47 PM
i have been thinking of goign back to china with u after u greaduated
回覆周彦ann 5:43:49 PM
u really need time to know mr
回覆Ben Yip 5:43:51 PM
after u graduated
回覆周彦ann 5:44:12 PM
u cannot survive there
回覆Ben Yip 5:44:55 PM
dun care... coze i put u higher than my job, if i dun care about u, i would not do that
回覆Ben Yip 5:45:31 PM
many guys in your age group is just playing with girls
回覆Ben Yip 5:45:36 PM
i am not playing
回覆周彦ann 5:45:38 PM
ok, my point is clear. i need to break up, cauz u are neither good nor capable to change.
回覆Ben Yip 5:46:20 PM
u have to give me time to change, it is not one day job or one month job
回覆周彦ann 5:46:14 PM
u just nees time to accept it
回覆周彦ann 5:46:34 PM
i dont care
回覆周彦ann 5:46:39 PM
u are uncapable
回覆周彦ann 5:46:56 PM
uncapable to changr
回覆Ben Yip 5:47:02 PM
i am changing, u know that
回覆周彦ann 5:47:09 PM
ur seriousness means nothing to me
回覆周彦ann 5:47:28 PM
u just keep on saying u are changing
回覆周彦ann 5:47:34 PM
not chamging
回覆Ben Yip 5:47:44 PM
u saw my change
回覆周彦ann 5:48:03 PM
so, dont try to change my decision
回覆周彦ann 5:48:16 PM
not really saw it before, dont care after
回覆Ben Yip 5:48:36 PM
coze I will say our relationship is not that bad, no need to break
回覆周彦ann 5:49:03 PM
u are not my boy now, so whether u change or not is irrelevant
回覆周彦ann 5:49:17 PM
cant be worse
回覆Ben Yip 5:49:21 PM
u cannot be so curel
回覆Ben Yip 5:49:29 PM
I am still yoru boy
回覆周彦ann 5:49:31 PM
i feel no love in this relation
回覆周彦ann 5:49:35 PM
y not
回覆周彦ann 5:49:49 PM
fuck off my life
回覆周彦ann 5:50:01 PM
take the truth and suck it
回覆周彦ann 5:50:16 PM
life is crual
回覆Ben Yip 5:50:17 PM
Dun u notice that our relationshiop has been improved gradually
回覆周彦ann 5:50:22 PM
i try to say it nicely,
回覆周彦ann 5:50:54 PM
but dont push me to be really cold
回覆Ben Yip 5:51:07 PM
can u see the bright side of relationship?
回覆周彦ann 5:51:23 PM
no
回覆周彦ann 5:51:24 PM
never
回覆周彦ann 5:51:25 PM
wont
回覆周彦ann 5:51:31 PM
so save it
回覆Ben Yip 5:52:02 PM
i think u still love me, just u deny it
回覆周彦ann 5:52:35 PM
u can live with this illusion for the rest of ur life
回覆周彦ann 5:52:58 PM
but i am gonna enjoy my life alone
回覆Ben Yip 5:54:41 PM
i cannot believe within one week, the change is dramatic
回覆Ben Yip 5:55:06 PM
we had a good relationship last week, and suddenkly fucked
回覆周彦ann 5:55:21 PM
u just miss ur last chance
回覆Ben Yip 5:55:34 PM
u told me u give me time the night before
回覆Ben Yip 5:56:05 PM
now I dun even have the time to change,, and u said i miss the chance
回覆周彦ann 5:56:10 PM
forget it
回覆周彦ann 5:56:25 PM
yea
回覆Ben Yip 5:56:25 PM
i date u out on that day because i want to c u, i am really tired to talk
回覆周彦ann 5:56:27 PM
u misses
回覆周彦ann 5:56:39 PM
attitude
回覆周彦ann 5:56:45 PM
is the point
回覆周彦ann 5:57:04 PM
i need to work, u can c me on wwdnsday if u like
回覆Ben Yip 5:57:13 PM
where can I c u
回覆Ben Yip 5:57:51 PM
i want to c u
回覆周彦ann 5:57:52 PM
but ill show u that i ve already have no feeling at all
回覆Ben Yip 5:58:05 PM
i make u some feeling
回覆周彦ann 5:58:06 PM
try to accept it
回覆Ben Yip 5:58:18 PM
one month, crazy
回覆周彦ann 5:58:24 PM
and dont try to change my decision
回覆Ben Yip 5:58:43 PM
i just want u to have a chance yourself
回覆周彦ann 5:58:46 PM
otherwise ill leave this place and never back
回覆Ben Yip 5:59:28 PM
since we have a good start, and u said I am very different from other guys
回覆周彦ann 5:59:32 PM
no
回覆周彦ann 5:59:34 PM
no
回覆周彦ann 5:59:36 PM
no
回覆周彦ann 5:59:37 PM
ni
回覆周彦ann 5:59:38 PM
no
回覆Ben Yip 6:00:28 PM
i felt innocent because I feel I dun have a real chance to explain to u
回覆Ben Yip 6:00:51 PM
she said u will be patient which I found u are not
回覆Ben Yip 6:01:44 PM
i dun think u gave me last chance either
回覆周彦ann 6:02:36 PM
whtever
回覆周彦ann 6:02:50 PM
fuck

Saturday, 8 May 2010

周彦ann 12:51:03 AM
ok. here is the situation, u know i am young, too much care about my feelings, focus on ur attitude. but u still let me feel cold, got bad temper to me, and dont pay attention to ur atitude. u choose ur way, so take the responsibility as a real man. I know you are hurt, and i think a lot before i make this decision, so dont show ur "sarcrifices" , u can try to convince me to give u another chance, but i won't do it. again, whats done is done, u used up ur credit and i make my own decision. whatever u judge me or said to me, i really dont care.
回覆周彦ann 12:52:35 AM
and if u accept it and move on, maybe we can be acquitance, otherwise, u are just a stranger, and i just ignor u.
回覆周彦ann 12:55:01 AM
for ur own benefit, do not imagine i still love u, cauz i totally have no feeling of what u said and done, i am not angry with u nor hate u, u are just the one i happened knows, nothing special.
回覆周彦ann 12:55:18 AM
at last, good luck for your recovering

Wednesday, 5 May 2010

Horrible today

I think break up finally

Wednesday, 21 April 2010

Game over

心若倦了 淚也乾了
這份深情 難捨難了
曾經擁有 天荒地老
已不見你 暮暮與朝朝

這一份情 永遠難了
願來生還能 再度擁抱
愛一個人 如何廝守到老
怎樣面對一切 我不知道

回憶過去 痛苦的相思忘不了
為何你還來 撥動我心跳

愛你怎麼能了 今夜的你應該明膫
緣難了 情難了

I think I have just broken up, as expected. If not, will happen within 2 months

How the hell people like me, either I am too strange or they are too strange..I knew it when I start..

As I expected, it is impossible for me to have another partner

Back to single again, bye bye

Wednesday, 14 April 2010

我们说好的 (张靓颖)




好嗎 一句話就哽住了喉
城市 當背景的海市蜃樓
我們 像分隔著一整個宇宙
再見 都化作烏有

我們說好絕不放開相互牽的手
可現實說光有愛還不夠
走到分岔的路口
你向左我向右
我們都倔強得不曾回頭

我們說好就算分開一樣做朋友
時間說我們從此不可能再問候
人群中再次邂逅
你變得那麼瘦
我還是淪陷在你的眼眸
我們說好一起老去看細水長流
卻將會成為別人的某某
又到分岔的路口
你向左我向右
我們都強忍著不曾回頭

我們說好下個永恆裡面再碰頭
愛情會活在時光節節敗退後
下一次如果邂逅
你別再那麼瘦
我想一直淪陷在你的眼眸
(這是無可救藥愛情的荒謬)

Tuesday, 13 April 2010

Starting a new way

前面的路很險峻, 我也要和他走下去, 沒有回頭路

Saturday, 10 April 2010

Dreams come true

I went to melbourne, and what a suprise...

Wednesday, 27 January 2010

All Gone

Going home, facing the wall. nobody at all, very very scary of this. I am weak, very weak. Loneliness.. Horrible

我就支持唔住呀, 好辛苦, 應該了結吧

Monday, 25 January 2010

刘德华:多情

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/gZAiAiFAc-0/

曲:戚小恋 词:邬三元/戚小恋
编曲:屠颖
你的笑容在心中
你的眼眸看着我
每个画面都教我
翻来覆去不想睡
时时刻刻都想着
每个雨天更寂寞
希望你会告诉我
和我一样的念头
如果我们因犹豫而错过了相爱的机会
就怕我们因等待而消失在彼此的眼中
如果我们在犹豫和等待中愈来愈寂寞
看着我
你是否舍得
是否我太多心
还是太多情
对你一天一点累积了思念
教我更加眷恋与你的相恋和缠绵
痴痴守候整天
是否我太多心
还是太多情
对你一天一点累积了思念
若教我孤单换来一千个春天
我愿意
痴痴爱着你

你的笑容在心中
你的眼眸看着我
每个画面都教我
翻来覆去不想睡
时时刻刻都想着
每个雨天更寂寞
希望你会告诉我
和我一样的念头
如果我们因犹豫而错过了相爱的机会
就怕我们因等待而消失在彼此的眼中
如果我们在犹豫和等待中愈来愈寂寞
看着我
你是否舍得
是否我太多心
还是太多情
对你一天一点累积了思念
教我更加眷恋与你的相恋和缠绵
痴痴守候整天
是否我太多心
还是太多情
对你一天一点累积了思念
若教我孤单换来一千个春天
我愿意
痴痴爱着你
是否我太多心
还是太多情
对你一天一点累积了思念
教我更加眷恋与你的相恋和缠绵
痴痴守候整天
是否我太多心
还是太多情
对你一天一点累积了思念
若教我孤单换来一千个春天
我愿意
痴痴爱着你

Thursday, 21 January 2010

Don't Leave me alone

涙さそう 真実よりも
微笑みさそう 嘘が聞きたかった
閉ざされた ドアの前
ただ一人 立ち尽くしていたの

何かをいつも 求めてばかり
あなたのやさしさ 気づかないまま
大切なものは ここにあるのに
こらえる涙が 頬つたい
こぼれ落ちてゆく

近づく程 遠くに見える
君の心を 連れて歩いてたと
そっと口元耳に寄せ
囁いて 足跡消えて行く

その胸の中 曇らせないで
こうしてあなたを 思う程また
大切なものを 失くしたくない
愛する気持ちを 止めないで
私を抱きしめて

あなた失ったら 歩けないきっと 今素直になる

誰もが迷いの中に見える
導火線の先 私も見てる
大切なものは あなたと私
二人の瞳の中になら
永遠に生きる Don't leave me alone

Saturday, 26 September 2009

Another disapponitment

ただもう一度の絶望。私はやっぱりだめです、そんないい女の子は私の彼女、冗談じゃないよ!
愛情のいつも失敗の僕は、孤独です

悲しい時は、だれか支えてくれて欲しい。

Friday, 31 July 2009

Thursday, 2 July 2009

Butterfly

I can swim butterfly for 25meters with ease, Great !!

Tuesday, 28 April 2009

不想獨自快樂



從不懂得借故親近 臉上或許太深沉
我一個人沉溺孤單的氣氛
從不懂得應對追問 自問沒打開我心
活在人煙中 獨我是我知音

*陽光 黃昏 使我興奮
從不關心 誰人明白我心
我只孤單一個過活 望向天邊多遼闊
我放任自負 懶會某君不喜歡
但我不想一個快樂 是我過去不自覺
盼望能伴著妳 還分享我感覺


誰不懂得世故審慎 夜靜後不再傷神
我一個人 難得輕鬆的氣氛
繁囂的都市太空泛 活在迷失空氣間
沒共誰分擔 獨個習慣孤單

Sunday, 26 April 2009

My dog is dead

CASH is dead, may be I should follow u

Sponge

Everyone treats me as a sponge. Grab it, squeeze it, throw it away. Sometimes later, take it out from the bin, squeeze it again.

A total fuck up, my life

Depression, I am

Monday, 20 April 2009

喜帖街

Wednesday, 15 April 2009

Japan 2009 Finished

I have finished my trip. Not sure it is the first time and final time for me and her..
I love Japan, speaking Japanese accorss the whole trip.
Our train has killed an animal and a person. Amitabha.

Hokkaidou seafood is cheap, fresh and yummy..

I have 18 fresh raw scallop at 3600 yen. Each scallop is very big, I need to use knife and fork to eat

Monday, 6 April 2009

Nothing Else Matters

So close, no matter how far

Couldn't be much more from the heart

Forever trusting who we are

And nothing else matters



I never opened myself this way

Life is ours, we live it our way

All these words I don't just say

And nothing else matters



Yeah, trust I seek and I find in you

Every day for us something new

Open mind for a different view

And nothing else matters



Never cared for what they do

Never cared for what they know

And I know



So close, no matter how far

Couldn't be much more from the heart

Forever trusting who we are

And nothing else matters



Never cared for what they do

Never cared for what they know

And I know, that's right



Never opened myself this way

And life is ours, we live it our way

All these words I don't just say

And nothing else matters, yeah



Trust I seek and I find in you

Every day for us something new

Open mind for a different view

And nothing else matters



Never cared for things they say

Never cared for games they play

I never cared for what they do

I never cared for what they know

And I know, yeah yeah yeah

Girl Friend

Can she be my First one? I am about to score my first goal

Tuesday, 31 March 2009

虛擬世界

我已活在虛擬世界中, 已分不清楚事物.

近來被多次人家擺上抬, 知道己經太遲.

為什麼人總是要有爭執

Wednesday, 25 March 2009

幸運王子

今天幸運王子收到了小公主的訊息, 心放了一下.

心淡

為何, 為何你要令我心淡
由這一分鐘開始計起 春風秋雨間
限我對你以半年時間 慢慢的心淡
付清賬單 平靜的對你熱度褪減
一天一點傷心過 這一百數十晚
大概也夠我 送我來回地獄又折返人間

心淡 心淡 心淡 心淡 心淡 心淡 心淡

想不起 怎麼會病到不分好歹
 連受苦都甜美 我每日捱著 不睬不理
 但卻捱不死 又去痴纏你
 難道終此一生 都要這麼 不可爭一口氣
☆很謙卑 只不過是我太過愛你
 連自尊都忘記 跌到極麻木 只好相信
 又再爬得起 就會有轉機
 若我不懂憎你 如何離別你 亦怕不會飛☆

#由這一分鐘開始計起 春風秋雨間
 限我對你以半年時間 慢慢的心淡
 付清 賬單 平靜的對你熱度褪減
 一天一點傷心過 這一百數十晚
 大概也夠我 送我來回地獄又折返人間

 春天分手 秋天會習慣 苦沖開了便淡 #


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 (說甚麼再平反)只怕被迫一起更礙眼

 (往後這半年間)只愛自己 雖說不太習慣

 畢竟有限 就當 過關


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