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Sunday, 2 March 2008

Stress out

I am too tired recently (not physical, but pyschological)
due to

1. Too much work in the office (got 6 hands at a time, and every issue is top priority)
2. Flatmate moving out (no good bye hug)
3. Busted for illegal parking
4. ATO penalty
5. Finding a new place within a short period of time
6. Packing up
7. Not happy about my weakness in personality

I am glad that I can handle most of these things properly, but my emotional just gone crazy. I keep reminding myself, forget about the emotion, just do it, and I have done it, because I don't have a choice...

but just too tired, and I am a man, supposed to be strong. and I was behaving tough already... i just want to escape now and cry... yeah, i am a boy, should not cry

Tonight is the first night I spend time alone, very afraid, very tired, i want her to stay with me.. impossible anymore, but i got a new guy as a new flatmate soon, not bad..

I am exploding now like a bomb.