王菲 - 棋子

想走出你控制的領域
卻走近你安排的戰局
我沒有堅強的防備
也沒有後路可以退

想逃離你布下的陷阱
卻陷入了另一個困境
我沒有決定輸贏的勇氣
也沒有逃脫的幸運

我像是一顆棋
進退任由你決定
我不是你眼中唯一將領
卻是不起眼的小兵

我像是一顆棋子
來去全不由自己
舉手無回你從不曾猶豫
我卻受控在你手裡

想走出你控制的領域
卻走近你安排的戰局
我沒有堅強的防備
也沒有後路可以退

想逃離你布下的陷阱
卻陷入了另一個困境
我沒有決定輸贏的勇氣
也沒有逃脫的幸運

我像是一顆棋
進退任由你決定
我不是你眼中唯一將領
卻是不起眼的小兵

我像是一顆棋子
來去全不由自己
舉手無回你從不曾猶豫
我卻受控在你手裡

我像是一顆棋子
來去全不由自己
舉手無回你從不曾猶豫
我卻受控在你手裡
我卻受控在你手裡
我卻受控在你手裡

Ben Yip 10:27:23 PM
雖然我們做不了情女, 但是你的温暖我永遠不會忘記, 我有時候也想跟你對話
周彦ann 10:28:41 PM
good i think i made my point clear,i dont wanna be ur girl, nor friend, so let us save the convitional greetings and pleasantries
Ben Yip 10:30:59 PM
is that because I hurt you too much?
周彦ann 10:31:51 PM
not too much, i can still handle it, just the point makes me dont want to talk to u
周彦ann 10:31:57 PM
so leave me alone plz
Ben Yip 10:41:01 PM
sorry to disturb u, because u are my first every girl, and for the first girl to have sex.. 我的任性令你離開我,無法挽留,我仍很喜歡你,我也知道你受不了我,真是無奈,我現在才慢慢知道你要的是什麼, 可是己經太遲了
周彦ann 10:41:51 PM
yep too late
周彦ann 10:41:56 PM
so leave me
Ben Yip 10:45:57 PM
傷了你我也難受,但我不想你為了這個不愉快的過程,蓋上了陰影..你的疤痕太深了,離開了你我很內疚,很想為你做點事
周彦ann 10:46:21 PM
really?
周彦ann 10:46:27 PM
everything?
Ben Yip 10:47:00 PM
是
周彦ann 10:47:43 PM
just be quilte
周彦ann 10:48:06 PM
if u wanna know my news y can get it from andy or tao
周彦ann 10:48:15 PM
dont contact me directly
周彦ann 10:48:37 PM
i can forget and handle this failure
周彦ann 10:49:35 PM
but if u keep on contact me, it will slow down the process
Ben Yip 10:49:38 PM
我在聽 "愛與痛的邊緣".. 就像我們一樣, 我不想我們永遠在 "愛與痛的邊緣"
周彦ann 10:49:54 PM
擺脫你清醒一點好不好
周彦ann 10:50:28 PM
拜托我沒有愛也沒有痛了好么 我的一切感受都跟你無關 為什么你把自己想得那么重要
周彦ann 10:51:02 PM
你只是我生命中的一個過客 我最初選擇了你就有這一天的準備 正如我所說 我們都為自己的決定負責
周彦ann 10:51:21 PM
我覺得煩心的只是自己的判斷力和選擇 不是你個人本身
周彦ann 10:52:34 PM
你沒有重要到可以給我留下陰影 也沒用重要到我要想辦法逃避你 甚至你給我發的短信我也不覺得我有義務回復
周彦ann 10:53:26 PM
我們即使在交往的過程中始終缺乏交流 本身都處在一個陌生人的位置 你難道希望分手之后反而不依不舍？
周彦ann 10:54:15 PM
我的煩惱只是來源于我對這段感情的期望過高 我對另一半的要求過高 而現實不給我這樣的希望而已 與你自己真的沒有任何關系
周彦ann 10:55:00 PM
所以請你以后不要再打攪我了 我覺得我把自己的觀點說的很明白了 你要自欺欺人到什么時候我不管 但是請你不要再煩我

任性

付出也可能看不到结果
终于你还是选择了放手
用逃避让感情犯错
。。。。。。
承诺算不算任性的要求
人总是不能太容易感动
当爱失去自我失去包容
只想要从混乱解脱

失戀不等於失敗 而是成長

1.失去認認真真的第一次愛後，男人可能不會再那樣對女孩子真正好了，沒有心勁，沒有激情，沒有對浪漫愛情的信仰了！有些事，一輩子只有一次！

2.受了傷的孩子，長大了會傷人，所以，請不要輕易地傷害一個人，因為，你可能會改變一個人的一輩子！

3.愛情就像手上的血泡，第一次的愛情你全身投入，結果出了血泡，後來血泡破了，很痛很痛。慢慢地，血泡就成了手繭，沒有感覺了，你的心也就麻木了！

4.談戀愛就像長跑，你剛開始沒有經驗，猛衝，到後面當然沒有體力了！人生匆匆數十載，如果未曾失戀過，可真遺憾。因為失戀是令人成長的捷徑，無論好友日夜輪流照料也好，心病還需心藥醫，復原的還是要靠自己！

5.失戀之所以會痛得如此厲害，主因是恨自己為什麼那麼失敗？但失戀不等於失敗，剛失去的只是一段戀情，而不該是你的自尊和自信，失戀與你個人好壞無關！

6.失戀絕對不是因為你不夠好，只是你們彼此並非對方的最愛，最渴望的對象而已！

7.假若一方覺得忍受不了，或再交往下去也沒有意思，因而提出分手，那根本不叫失戀，而是各自回到原點，各走各路，個中重點，不在於誰對誰錯，更無關誰好誰壞，更不是一種失敗！

8.失戀後很多人會覺得好難過，但是請仔細想想，真正令你難過的，很可能是不甘心和失落感，而不一定是那一段感情！

9.女人在一次次的戀愛中知道男人是什麼，男人在一次次戀愛中知道女人要什麼！

10.也許每個人的一生中都會愛上一個或幾個人，但無論你有過多少次戀愛經驗，當你聽到「愛」這個字時，你第一時間想起的那個人，一定是你生命中最初的真愛！

Hero

There's a hero If you look inside your heart You don't have to be afraid Of what you are There's an answer If you reach into your soul And the sorrow that you know Will melt away

And then a hero comes along With the strength to carry on And you cast your fears aside And you know you can survive So when you feel like hope is gone Look inside you and be strong And you'll finally see the truth That a hero lies in you

It's a long road When you face the world alone No one reaches out a hand For you to hold You can find love If you search within yourself And the emptiness you felt Will disappear

And then a hero comes along With the strength to carry on And you cast your fears aside And you know you can survive So when you feel like hope is gone Look inside you and be strong And you'll finally see the truth That a hero lies in you

Lord knows Dreams are hard to follow But don't let anyone Tear them away Hold on There will be tomorrow In time You'll find the way

And then a hero comes along With the strength to carry on And you cast your fears aside And you know you can survive So when you feel like hope is gone Look inside you and be strong And you'll finally see the truth That a hero lies in you

回覆周彦ann 5:38:06 PM

my way to do with a relationship: if u hurt me once, i take it as accident, if i think its getting worse, i talked. if u still remain without improvement, i give up

回覆Ben Yip 5:38:49 PM

but after u talked, i need time to change... please be patient

回覆Ben Yip 5:39:42 PM

This relationship is different from others...How hard for me to meet u....How many things we match each other......

回覆周彦ann 5:39:43 PM

i would rather be single and die alone than be with u

回覆周彦ann 5:40:07 PM

i dont care,

回覆Ben Yip 5:40:28 PM

After u talk, u need to give me time at least few weeks to c my changes

回覆周彦ann 5:40:35 PM

and i dont want to continue, cauz u failed so many times

回覆周彦ann 5:39:23 PM

sorry, patient means hurt myself, i dont want

回覆周彦ann 5:40:56 PM

sorry, its just ur attitude, no chance

回覆周彦ann 5:41:26 PM

apologize means nothing, u did it, u take the consequences

回覆Ben Yip 5:41:42 PM

come on, on that night, we are all tired, i dun have mood on that day as well...

回覆Ben Yip 5:42:14 PM

that's why we need to find a way to know each other

回覆Ben Yip 5:42:27 PM

rather than argument

回覆周彦ann 5:42:34 PM

so its my problem? ok, even though it is i would rather to lose u

回覆Ben Yip 5:42:46 PM

it is not about problem,

回覆周彦ann 5:42:55 PM

save it,

回覆Ben Yip 5:42:57 PM

it is about compromising each other

回覆周彦ann 5:43:11 PM

i have decided,

回覆Ben Yip 5:43:26 PM

i treat u as my wife to be serious

回覆周彦ann 5:43:34 PM

if u still tried to chance it

回覆Ben Yip 5:43:47 PM

i have been thinking of goign back to china with u after u greaduated

回覆周彦ann 5:43:49 PM

u really need time to know mr

回覆Ben Yip 5:43:51 PM

after u graduated

回覆周彦ann 5:44:12 PM

u cannot survive there

回覆Ben Yip 5:44:55 PM

dun care... coze i put u higher than my job, if i dun care about u, i would not do that

回覆Ben Yip 5:45:31 PM

many guys in your age group is just playing with girls

回覆Ben Yip 5:45:36 PM

i am not playing

回覆周彦ann 5:45:38 PM

ok, my point is clear. i need to break up, cauz u are neither good nor capable to change.

回覆Ben Yip 5:46:20 PM

u have to give me time to change, it is not one day job or one month job

回覆周彦ann 5:46:14 PM

u just nees time to accept it

回覆周彦ann 5:46:34 PM

i dont care

回覆周彦ann 5:46:39 PM

u are uncapable

回覆周彦ann 5:46:56 PM

uncapable to changr

回覆Ben Yip 5:47:02 PM

i am changing, u know that

回覆周彦ann 5:47:09 PM

ur seriousness means nothing to me

回覆周彦ann 5:47:28 PM

u just keep on saying u are changing

回覆周彦ann 5:47:34 PM

not chamging

回覆Ben Yip 5:47:44 PM

u saw my change

回覆周彦ann 5:48:03 PM

so, dont try to change my decision

回覆周彦ann 5:48:16 PM

not really saw it before, dont care after

回覆Ben Yip 5:48:36 PM

coze I will say our relationship is not that bad, no need to break

回覆周彦ann 5:49:03 PM

u are not my boy now, so whether u change or not is irrelevant

回覆周彦ann 5:49:17 PM

cant be worse

回覆Ben Yip 5:49:21 PM

u cannot be so curel

回覆Ben Yip 5:49:29 PM

I am still yoru boy

回覆周彦ann 5:49:31 PM

i feel no love in this relation

回覆周彦ann 5:49:35 PM

y not

回覆周彦ann 5:49:49 PM

fuck off my life

回覆周彦ann 5:50:01 PM

take the truth and suck it

回覆周彦ann 5:50:16 PM

life is crual

回覆Ben Yip 5:50:17 PM

Dun u notice that our relationshiop has been improved gradually

回覆周彦ann 5:50:22 PM

i try to say it nicely,

回覆周彦ann 5:50:54 PM

but dont push me to be really cold

回覆Ben Yip 5:51:07 PM

can u see the bright side of relationship?

回覆周彦ann 5:51:23 PM

no

回覆周彦ann 5:51:24 PM

never

回覆周彦ann 5:51:25 PM

wont

回覆周彦ann 5:51:31 PM

so save it

回覆Ben Yip 5:52:02 PM

i think u still love me, just u deny it

回覆周彦ann 5:52:35 PM

u can live with this illusion for the rest of ur life

回覆周彦ann 5:52:58 PM

but i am gonna enjoy my life alone

回覆Ben Yip 5:54:41 PM

i cannot believe within one week, the change is dramatic

回覆Ben Yip 5:55:06 PM

we had a good relationship last week, and suddenkly fucked

回覆周彦ann 5:55:21 PM

u just miss ur last chance

回覆Ben Yip 5:55:34 PM

u told me u give me time the night before

回覆Ben Yip 5:56:05 PM

now I dun even have the time to change,, and u said i miss the chance

回覆周彦ann 5:56:10 PM

forget it

回覆周彦ann 5:56:25 PM

yea

回覆Ben Yip 5:56:25 PM

i date u out on that day because i want to c u, i am really tired to talk

回覆周彦ann 5:56:27 PM

u misses

回覆周彦ann 5:56:39 PM

attitude

回覆周彦ann 5:56:45 PM

is the point

回覆周彦ann 5:57:04 PM

i need to work, u can c me on wwdnsday if u like

回覆Ben Yip 5:57:13 PM

where can I c u

回覆Ben Yip 5:57:51 PM

i want to c u

回覆周彦ann 5:57:52 PM

but ill show u that i ve already have no feeling at all

回覆Ben Yip 5:58:05 PM

i make u some feeling

回覆周彦ann 5:58:06 PM

try to accept it

回覆Ben Yip 5:58:18 PM

one month, crazy

回覆周彦ann 5:58:24 PM

and dont try to change my decision

回覆Ben Yip 5:58:43 PM

i just want u to have a chance yourself

回覆周彦ann 5:58:46 PM

otherwise ill leave this place and never back

回覆Ben Yip 5:59:28 PM

since we have a good start, and u said I am very different from other guys

回覆周彦ann 5:59:32 PM

no

回覆周彦ann 5:59:34 PM

no

回覆周彦ann 5:59:36 PM

no

回覆周彦ann 5:59:37 PM

ni

回覆周彦ann 5:59:38 PM

no

回覆Ben Yip 6:00:28 PM

i felt innocent because I feel I dun have a real chance to explain to u

回覆Ben Yip 6:00:51 PM

she said u will be patient which I found u are not

回覆Ben Yip 6:01:44 PM

i dun think u gave me last chance either

回覆周彦ann 6:02:36 PM

whtever

回覆周彦ann 6:02:50 PM

fuck

周彦ann 12:51:03 AM

ok. here is the situation, u know i am young, too much care about my feelings, focus on ur attitude. but u still let me feel cold, got bad temper to me, and dont pay attention to ur atitude. u choose ur way, so take the responsibility as a real man. I know you are hurt, and i think a lot before i make this decision, so dont show ur "sarcrifices" , u can try to convince me to give u another chance, but i won't do it. again, whats done is done, u used up ur credit and i make my own decision. whatever u judge me or said to me, i really dont care.

回覆周彦ann 12:52:35 AM

and if u accept it and move on, maybe we can be acquitance, otherwise, u are just a stranger, and i just ignor u.

回覆周彦ann 12:55:01 AM

for ur own benefit, do not imagine i still love u, cauz i totally have no feeling of what u said and done, i am not angry with u nor hate u, u are just the one i happened knows, nothing special.

回覆周彦ann 12:55:18 AM

at last, good luck for your recovering

Horrible today

I think break up finally