7 days

it is funny how my eq goes in balance in one week. partly due to the landmark forum that I did. It gave me a lot of memory in 10 years ago..

i dun know why i care about her so much... she is not my gf anyway.. and I am chasing another girl anyway and i want this girl to be my partner in the future... may be too early to say this...

regarding of close friends recently, i am still struggling to define.. the gossips thing hurt me, relating to people is much more harder than before..anyway.. history.... just learn from it...

i dun know why I like to argue with people sometimes... even when driving... kind of relate to you when I argue with you, not the first time....hope i can change out of it.. i cannot promise coze i failed so many times

Stress

At Work=Stress.. Go home=Stress
I want a break, wanna cry, but no tears, wanna talk, no one listen.
Wanna someone to take care of me.. ignorance is the answer

It is hard to treat her as a friend, stress me up all the time. Living together, treat each other as stranger..

I wanna talk to her, response is ignorance.. Want her to give me some care. The answer is none...

I am just a piece of sponge, after my values are used up, ditch me straight away..

She really really hurts me.......... what the fuck am i doing....

My ex hurts me.. I just want some care... I am very cold cold cold