My second girl friend

Finally I have second girl friend. I met her in the single party.

On 9 June, she told me we are still in probation On 16 June, she told me we are in a relationship, and want to get married at the end of year

On 22 June, she told me she doubted whether I am suitable.. because she thinks me I love too many people and too kind to people !!! At this moment, I can foresee that we will break up in one day..I am very scared, I know it will happen, but it is a matter of time.. Really fucking shit...

忘　我沒有很努力要自己去遺忘
那些和日記一起收藏的過往
孤單在思緒之中變得很漫長

想　我沒有很刻意讓自己不去想
那些和照片一起靜止的模樣
我學著堅強　堅強到不用學著不想　學著遺忘

＊還是害怕夜深人靜時總想起你
　還是害怕不經意的聽見你的消息
　然而當愛已經沉澱得太清晰
　當擁有已經是失去　就勇敢的放棄

　還是會害怕一個人時就很難忘記
　還是害怕突然寧願當初沒有決定
　然而當愛最後的出口是分離
　我會這麼相信　走下去＊

REPEAT＊

忘　我沒有很努力要自己去遺忘　遺忘