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Wednesday, 25 July 2007

New Job

Got a new job, not much pay. Let's see what I can learn from this job

Saturday, 21 July 2007

Drop down my arrogance

I am too arrogant in my job. That is very bad. I will drop it down so that I don't offend to other people.

Buddhist percept No 4: Don't say something that will harm others

Friday, 20 July 2007

Final Interivew 2 days later

It is a big company, the ideal company that I wanna work.
Mass Media

I passed two technical interviews already. This is the final one, and I will get it

Good Luck Ben

頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 頑張れ 

Thursday, 19 July 2007

I was sacked

仕事はくびになちゃった。残念でした、ただの三日間、本当に不謹慎でした。
世の中に UNFAIR の事いろいろ
誠実は時々自分にめわくをかけてしまった。でも、私はいつも誠実を信じでる、ずっと。これは私こそだ。

I lost the job, after working for 3 days.
My project manger thought I am incapable.
My manager thought I am ok.

My feeling was
I got a driving license, but you didn't give me a car key and give me an old car, and you complain I am driving slowly.

I had another interview today which pissed me off
The technical director has no technical knowledge and challenge me on technical knowledge.

Bad day, very unhappy, but learned a lesson.

I say thing in a honest way, but that always bring me trouble. I don't wanna lie, it is not my nature to lie. I am not the type of person to tell lie to get the work done, I found it unprofessional. I am honest to many things, but that bring me trouble sometimes.

I am frustrated, I am being treated in this way. However, I still insist my honestly to people.

Friday, 13 July 2007

Getting a Job without interview

面接いらない就職できる事。なんでやねん?


I got a 4 weeks contract, but I did not speak or see the client. I did not even know what is the company name and what I do there, but the job agent put me there.

I only spoke to the agent few times.

THIS IS CRAZY.........Getting a job without interviewing anybody, not even talking in phone. However, they have my resume

Police

First time I have ever been caught by police in traffic. The offense was doing U turn in traffic light. He said the penalty is $360 + 2 points, but I ask him to give me a warning and let me go... oush............ lucky

Tuesday, 10 July 2007

The meaning of Job

I use to work in an environment where money is enough, but that is work.

Today I talked to my workmate Judy, she advised me that I should work in an environment where I like. Money is not the only factor. I should learn more experience and become more mature..

I have been thinking for this for a few days. I got the skills, why don't I try something that I like, not just getting enough $$ for earn my life.

I am asking myself, what sort of environment do I like. What will I benefit from it.

Although my current job is a small company, but I have learned a lot of things, but seriously, I don't want to stay because I think I am too bored. I want to work in large company.

What is the meaning of my carrer

Really thanks for Judy for teaching me a lot of thing in my current job.

仕事の意味は何だって?いつもこの問題は繰り返す自分に聞いてる。この前に recuritment 会社の試験の結果見ると、僕が十分な能力である。だから、心配でもいられない。就職できるのは時間の問題だ。今の時、自分が何が欲しいか考えるべきの時間だ。
僕は前にお金のために仕事する、本当にいうさ、つまらない。
給料だけの為に仕事をすると、それは意味でもない、ただの虚しきだ。
今は、仕事の意味が探すべきいいチャンスだ。僕はまだ若い、もし仕事もう飽くと感じると、人生はそのまま止まる、それは絶対だめ。

頑張れ、きっと自分の適な道を辿り着く。

以上

Monday, 9 July 2007

My Pride of Job Hunting

One one day, one agent asked me to do a job skill test. I was annoyed coze I think it was wasting my time. If you are happy with me, just send me to the client. Do not waste my time.

However, I did manage to do it coze if I did't do it, i would have waste a chance. I just do the test really fast and rough. I expect I fail the test with only 20% correct, The test has 45 questions, and is computed base and multiple choice.

However, when the agent called me back after I finished the test,
"you have 90%", she said.
"is that 90% wrong answers", I said
"no, it is 90% correct" she said

I was very suprised. After she found out I scored 90%, she talked to me more polite than before.

Today, I went to see her to ask her about the test. She said most people even senior one working 8 years got 50% from the test. It is very rare to score a 90% mark. I was also suprised myself how good am I in my skill test.

When I read the result of the test of "how fast do I finish the test", guess what, I score 99 out of 100, I almost broke their machine..the test is estimated to finish in 54 minutes, I just spend 20 minutes

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Some agents say to me,
"ben, you have only 4 years of experience, why asking for the same amount of salary compared to a guy working for 8 years"..
I will always say
"Number of years of experience is not important. Quality and speed of work are the most important. I have seen so many people out there wasting time and money and cannot get the thing done"

But many people think Senior is always better than Junior, the skill level of one person is directly proportional to the number of years of experience. I have been interviewed several times being asked for MORON questions. Say, if you are accountant, they will ask 1+1 = ?. Of coze the answer is 2, but it is funny that not many so called professional can answer the question.

However, if some employers admires my skill test, I will get employed straight away. I felt bored about the job coze it is not enough $$ and there is no challenges. I want to find a job more challenging

Sunday, 8 July 2007

Gloria made me sick

Living with her just made me sick. I got infected by her today. I felt a little headache. Becasue I drink Manuka Honey regularly, I am not seriously infected. I got no running nose.

I have job interview today, full of Chinese people, cannot find a single westerner. This job requires me to work 6 days a week with overtime pay. It is closed to my place, just 15 minutes drive. I have the result tomorrow, I hope I can get it.

Saturday, 7 July 2007

Job Hunting and $$

I am looking for job again. I have asked my Christian friends to pray for me, although I am a Buddhist.
I want to look for contracting because it is good money, but there is not much compared with permanent.

I want job because I want $$, $$ can give me security. Let me share with you how $$ can make me secure..

I remember when I play Sim City 4, and I am a Mayor. For those who don't know what is Sim City 4. It is a computer game about a mayor building a city, and you got $$ via taxes. I always like to get the $$ up to a certain amount, say, $100000, after that, then I lower the tax rate. I don't like making $$ after that amount. That is my secure amount..

So, my secure amount is around AUD 200K, after that, then I use all my excess money to help the society.

What a dream!!!

Monday, 2 July 2007

Old Friend

Today I met one of my uni friend, haven't seen her for 3 years.
She is cute and beautiful.
We were very friendly when we were in university.
She didn't change much, keep spending $$ all the time, leaving no $$ in the bank account
but she has a good job now, working as an auditor.
Her blog is CLICK HERE

That is the thing I bought her about CLICK HERE

I haven't been so happy for a long time.

Sunday, 1 July 2007

Joke

I thought I have grown up, but I didn't
I thought I am independent, but I am not
I thought I am strong, but I am not
I thought I am not jealous, but I am
I thought I can give unconditional love, but I cannot
I thought I am ok, but I am not
I thought I understand myself, but I don't
I thought I have found my way, but I have not
I thought I am clever, but I'm not
I thought I am happy, but I'm not

Who am I?

I just want someone to stay with me.

Emotional problem is my ever biggest obstacles in my life to come across. I thought I can override it, but I cannot.

Shit..Shit..Shit..Shit..Shit..Shit..Shit..Shit..Shit..Shit..