LIFE is... ~another story~

by 平井堅

This is what I am doing now

自分を強く見せたり
I show my strength
自分を巧く見せたり
I show my talented thing
どうして僕らはこんなに
息苦しい生き方選ぶの?
why do I choose to live in a way that I cannot breath

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I always ask why do I choose to be unhappy. I can be happy anytime, but why do I choose. I always do something bad to myself in order to compensate for my guilt found in my heart..This always happen when I am emotionally stuck, particularly with bf and gf stuff. I have completely no confidence in this thing after begin rejected more than 6 times since 21... I have a deep fear.

This is probably my karma as well, the lesson of loniness. Wait, it is because I choose to be lonely because of my guilt

I can choose to love myself, which I don't wanna choose.